sorry for this emo sh*t

lately ive been feeling unmotivated. maybe its due to my gravatational pull towards the ganga after a long day… idk. but its f**cking me up. 

i feel like after i start something with so much gusto and energy, my interest and passion for the project eventually starts to die down. some would just call me a slacker… so my question is how the hell do i pull myself out of it??

i saw Suckerpunch tonite with my boss after work… which was a total waste of $12, and although we got suckered into thinking the movie would be any good, corny joke but true, the ending line of it resonated with me. the narrator basically says anything you want is up to you to get it.

i want so much out of life, im just standing in my own way. i dont want to be one of the people labeled with immense potential who ends up doing nothing with it. i need a way out of this funk that’s supposed to be a life lived fearlessly with confidence and gusto. 

what am i to do?